Starting a new phase

POSTED ON: Thursday, November 10, 2016 @ 3:50 PM | 0 comments

I started a new phase, it's called the seeking for a new job to escape from my current job phase. I did a lot of researching, updating my resume and my portfolio and applying for new companies. Mum and Dad gave their blessings, encouraging me to go further with my life and take on a new journey. I'm still young after all. 

Also that I couldn't stay another minute anymore at that hellhole. I can't live to stay at there dealing with those pesky people and politics. A place where there's guarantee no future for me, a place where I have to deal other things than graphic work which honestly what's the point of doing finance work. Though dealing with clients is an inescapable task in my line of field, but if I can find a job that doesn't require me to face clients is perfect enough. 

I shouldn't press my luck too much. Finding for a perfect company is impossible. Nothing is perfect in this world after all. But now my task is to get a response from a company I apply go through the interview. If I passed that interview another step to conquer. 

I must mentally tell myself that I shouldn't give up. Giving up is not the right way to it and I shouldn't let that affect my emotions and my day. I can only wish for luck and guidance above me.

What does my future lies?

POSTED ON: Tuesday, November 8, 2016 @ 3:49 PM | 0 comments

So 1 year from being in this hellhole. I suffered long enough to face this place, and now I can finally use this chance to pursue further. After thinking through the pros and cons working there I can now conclude that working at that hellhole is not the right place for me. Though, the boss is kind and only 1 colleague is tolerable. The others? I don't want to mention those people.

Yes, people told me over and over that office politics happen everywhere and I cannot be quick to judge about that said company when I apply to a new job. Office politics happen everywhere and I shouldn't be quick to judge and be happy about it.

That along with handling clients. Some clients are okay and friendly, some I don't really like to deal with them. If I have to rate the most frustrating list of clients I handled, I can pretty much see it now after working there in 1 year.

Don't get me started with another colleague (now ex-colleague) who decided to drop everything working there for 6 years and throw his jobs and clients at me. Whoopie. He wasn't the nicest person anyways. With his sarcastic talk and actions, worthless.

I mean I did heard that he didn't get a college diploma and was a college dropout. Why am I not surprised?

But truth to be told, when he left I could feel that heavy burden being lifted off my shoulders, though I can't escape with the shitload he dumped on me. Good riddance to him.

But even so, I can't stay in that place forever.

Staying there, a second, a minute longer will trigger my depression and anxiety. All those sleepless nights, that I have endured from working there. Not to mention, suicidal thoughts.

My chance is here and I'm going to take it to plan my escape.

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