Friday 16/10/09

I arrived first at the college, then Fiona and Melanie, there's lots of people already. Also realizing that Melanie lived the same place as me just different block. The best part, we got the bigger room, at the same time Florence came. The guys were so jealous about our room it's like a wild party/tour because of the room -_-""

Also already I started missing my friends, I felt sorry for DV I can't go to I can't go to the house, but she said Mum and Rachel can go, *sigh* don't worry 3 days will be very fast. I think it's a great experience for me, to learn to be independent. I forgot to mention, the guys are so freaking annoying because we're between the boy's room, they kept on knocking on our door, it's so annoying I wondered what will happen when we're asleep -_-"" SUCKS!! Oh shit!! Tonight is the premiere of FMA!! TT.TT and tomorrow I'll miss Inuyasha too TT.TT. Nevermind la I can watch online I wonder if I got the time to write my Blood Lust???

MJ IS HILARIOUS!! I would probably laugh till I die. Goodness! And also we're going to the beach too that's exciting I would not swim. I'm also involved with the worse game ever, it's so tough! Running and screaming like hell which is so not cool at all at all.

Martin also scare the crap out of us saying that's there's a ghost!! He shouldn't have told us, it's so not cool at all! Urgh! Hopefully I'll be sleeping like a pig by that time. Well tomorrow is a big day another big day!!

Saturday 17/10/09

Yesterday night was a living hell!! I couldn't sleep not only I'm not used to it of the fact Martin told the so-called-lie ghost story wondering around. The noise in the room was creepy and eerie, urgh!! In the end I manage to sleep which I don't know how long I slept, I hope it'll end FAST coz I wanna go home!! And relax!!! We also need to write messages to one another, now that worries me if I socialise much I'll get closer to them but... it's so unfortunate no doubt about it I'll get less than 10 messages in my envelope and that's really not me in a different category is like I have split personality or what-so-ever

MJ read most of my messages in different envelope... and that's something and I was so hoping not to let him read my envelope I bet there won't be any!!! Deepavali also today which I didn't get to see DV

Went to the beach. DAMN is was exciting and my first time too, when the water splashed to my leg it's so relaxing! Collecting seashells which is so fun!! MJ pushed me into the water and it felt so... like I'm swimming again!! We were so wild like mad person, playing in the water, the outsiders just stared. On the way back was the worse, walking back home, wet, sandy, smelly. I dried my clothes which still smelly like salt water. I would probably get to sleep at night ^_^

Then there's the one event that really changed everything and everyone life healing is one blessing which shed everyone's tears when I mean everyone I also meant the guys too. In case you don't know what's life healing is a blessing to forget and forgive the past and surrender it to the Lord, to aviod being embrassed we sat far apart from the others and turn off the lights only left the projector light, since I'm so emotional high chances I'll shed tears first... so it started blah, blah, blah and I cried everyone cried... and the funny thing is it's a miracle that we all shed tears, and I couldn't stop crying it stop until the blessing ended then the teachers blessed us.

Then letters from our parents... I trembled to read it... and I shed tears again... it's rough very rough. So yea it ended like that

Sunday 18/10/09

Woke up Martin was our alarm clock and it's our last day too... my clothes are died a little of sea water but at least I rinsed it... so the last 2 session from MJ(not Michael Jackson please) then a session for parents... I was in charged of the morning tea it's not much a work really so we packed our bags sign autograph and I found out my envelope has 16 MESSAGES!!!! Wow I misunderstood that I didn't know that and some of my so-called friends dropped messages into my envelopes I was really happy!! Never before I felt that... then my dad came and to cut it short we sang ''You Raise Me Up'' by Josh Gorban and some of us cried include myself Yea...

So that's it I guess the camp really put me with the others and that is one thing I REGRETTED after so long in the parish... I DIDNT MIX AROUND! I WAS ALONE, LONELY. If I acted earlier I would be closer than ever with them... this is my final year of course. Very long I know but it's worth it