So today I went out with my friends to karaoke!!! It’s my first time being in a karaoke room, so didn’t know what to expect. We went in DV and Melissa were the one busying choosing songs… and all the songs they chose… were K-Pop… and it’s kinda not fair, I mean I do choose some of the Korean songs too, but not too much like them, since there are most of the Korean songs I don’t know much about… very lame… there were some English songs we choose but not as much as the K-Pop one, and out of those, 2 Japanese songs were chosen, lame… sometimes I wondered why are they even a K-Popper. Annoying.

It’s kinda sad that there was no Big Time Rush songs inside… I’m just hoping next time they will put inside the list so I can sing. I sang a lot, I mean A LOT… kinda felt bad cause I took the mike for a long time… well blame the people who provided the mike because there were only 3 mikes available, and it was very lame, I wondered if we could ask for more… since out of the 8 of us, 3 can use the mike… damn lame.

The singing has got me tired, I mean really tired that my throat became hoarse, but I suppose that’s the only time the others can see how I ‘perform’ I really sang loudly at the pitching part… xP.

Seriously need a break now, and I sure hope next time I can go to the karaoke again and sing my hearts out, but… karaoke costs quite expensive so not very often we will be going there, since usually we will be watching movies every time I hang out with them, but who knows….But IT WAS A DAMN GOOD DAY TODAY!!!!!

Went to Queensbay today…. just to get a few things. My new iPod earphones as a back up since mine was still in good condition but a few um… minor injuries. But the earphones I brought today was quite nice as well, it has a microphone attached to it.. and it can be used as chatting as well, impressive. Well, I don’t have a iPhone so might as well, I use it for listening musics instead.

So… still at The Switch where I brought my earphones, Mum is very close of getting me a tablet for my design and drawing stuff… etc… very happy of obtaining it, finally. Just have to wait a few more…

Then, Mum brought Bruno Mars CD… she brought 2, one for herself and the other for her friend.

Then we came back. Feeling exhausted.

And now the other thing, this related on the other things, regarding on my dream I had about magic yesterday, I decided that I’m going to use that dream to create a story, I tried to make it different than Harry Potter, I want to become more original using my own imagination and creativity. So far, I have the plot and some few characters, I’m hoping to expand more wider and further. And hopefully I can write it during college… since college has been a huge mess…

So just last night I dream’t again but this time it’s not related to BTR at all! This dream this time was related to one of my favourites which I can’t forget about, it’s listed as one of my top favourite mystical list. Magic. Take Harry Potter for a well good example. Since Harry Potter makes it’s debut on the big screen magic has taken a great interest on me. To the next level.

I do have dreams related to magic in the past, but in my dream world I unable to perform magic properly, you could say that I’m a weakling, trying to cast a spell but I couldn’t. That was when I was younger. But now, this time in my dreams I can cast spells easily with no worries, confidently. It’s like I’ve become experienced with it.

So the magic dream I’m having this time, kinda takes place in Hogwarts, it was very brief and wasn’t detail but I knew I was in Hogwarts. The situation in my dream was exactly like Deadly Hallows Part 2 where the battle takes place in Hogwarts. The EPIC scene of all. And as usual, like in all my magic dream. I was the one being target. It’s always been that way, me being target like I’m going to be a powerful witch.

In my dreams I was learning new spells, trying to fight off the people who are after me, I’ve learned a very special spell in my dream. It sounded like ‘Burning Petals,’ I just took the flowers and when I blow the petals to the enemies it would be into flames flying across them. Then, while fighting off them, I couldn’t perform magic and I panicked straight away because I couldn’t understand why I can’t perform magic.

Then the battle took place back at Hogwarts, where I was fighting with this girl, she was sinister, mocking and underestimate me, so I tried fighting her off, as it turns out she’s from Slyterin, she had black short hair, at first I could tackle her, but then later she almost tackle me. Using my wand as every possible to cast the spells on her. Then, I manage to grab the wand from her and all of the sudden, my dream got weirder that I had Malfoy’s wand with me. Immediately, I broke both the wands, and then she laughed evilly saying that Malfoy cast a spell on his wand when I broke it, saying that I’ll be dead.

It was about to get even more interesting, when I woke up. Sad. Good dreams have to end at the wrong time. But overall, I enjoyed the dream. It was good, I’m hoping that I will dream another magic dream. Soon.

Alright it turns out as I mentioned before that BTR has their official Formspring account. But their account was deactivated due to the spams from the fans… it was out of service for a few days until… Kendall took over the account. Yup, he changed the account to his official Formspring account. I was shocked at first and then felt sad because I REALLY want to ask questions TO ALL OF THEM! And darn it. Worse part, I have to send a request to follow him… =.=”’

Then today I checked he was asking questions to the fans and he accepted my request. HAPPY. Surprisingly not many fans were asking questions like the last time I checked… maybe it’s due to Kendall, the only one answering it. I was brainstorming on what I should ask him… and I have no clue at all, besides it’s going to be annoying asking him the same questions like last time… IF he recognize my username. But I love asking questions to anyone of them or at least communicate with them.

Right before I access Formspring, I took a short sleep (since nowadays I’ve been very sleepy lately, no idea why) and I dream’t of Kendall, he was in my dreams this time… and ONLY HIM… awkward. And myself and the rest of my buddies were playing baseball.. even weirder, we’re playing it at the school field… then I spotted Kendall and yelled out to him ‘I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND!,’ well it wasn’t literally I want to hold his hand, I was referring to the cover song from The Beatles ‘I Wanna Hold Your Hand’ (and they sang it beautifully), anyway I I yelled that to him because I was hoping that he would sing the song later.

Then I thought to myself, I should inform Kendall about my dream, so this is what I so called asked/told him:

Actually before I posted this, he stopped answering questions, I thought he logged off or something, then I began thinking whether I should be posting it in hopes maybe he will read it like the first time I posted my question. So I just posted it.. and within a few minutes later…. HE REPLIED BACK… shocked as ever! Based on his answer I wondered if.. he actually smiled to himself or giggled or chuckled.

So… that’s basically it. Now I’m wondering if the others will create their own personal Formspring accounts… hmmm…???

Last night, unexpectedly I dreamt about BTR again… YAY… but there’s a catch! This one is different from the other dreams I dreamt cause this dream is related to Logan. Yup, Logan and it’s only him… and that’s not even the weirdest part yet! In my dream, Logan and I were in an argument but I can’t really recall back the argument but I can only remember that Logan snapped at me and myself mentioning ‘I like James’ and ‘I still like all of you equally’ to him… but seriously I cannot remember the rest of the argument and I can’t guarantee it’s not a love triangle between Logan, James and I since I mention ‘I still like all of you equally’.

The argument stopped. And we didn’t talk to each other, I was hurt by the argument we had and we didn’t see each other after that, until, there’s a news spread regarding on our argument and I was shocked and then I read his Twitter page that he asked his fans not to be angry or hate towards me because it was he’s fault and wants to forget about it and apologize to him. I was touched and happy so I replied him back in his Twitter page ‘I need to see you regarding on our fight’

My dream was about to get interesting UNTIL I abruptly woke up from my sleep… BAD TIMING!!! Why do the good dreams have to end at the wrong time, seriously. I was wondering what happen next between Logan and I