How this new job environment changed me?

POSTED ON: Sunday, March 5, 2017 @ 6:51 PM | 0 comments

I should really get back to the blogging mood. I honestly missed blogging and I want to get back to it, looking back my long history archive of blog posts I've come up with I think it's truly a waste if I delete the whole entire blog.

So here I am trying to get my groove back into blogging.

Where should I even start?

As I'm writing this, it's already March of 2017. Crazy how much time flies in such a speed. And of course I'm in a new job environment after leaving my last previous one.

How did I change me after working there for 3 months? A lot.

I'm more relaxed than I am now. I can now sleep peacefully after so long, my depression and anxiety isn't as much as last time. Insomnia in my sleep or waking up middle of the night is rarely now. And of course, I don't have to deal with those pesky and negativity from my old colleagues. No more.

And no longer having to deal with pesky annoying clients as well, though I could only think of one few in particular. The times of them sending me text message after works requesting about my task and what not is really annoying. Not to mention, they are completely inconsiderate about after working hours. Do I even feel guilty not telling them that I'm leaving? Not one in a slightest moment.

Though I should step in on a common courtesy visit but during the weekends of course because there's no way I will be seeing those staff people.

But let's talk about my new life in my new workplace. First of all, my current employer is comfortable to interact with, he seems laid back and very conversational, very open minded as well. I'm definitely learning a new more things, combined with the lessons I learned back in college.

My colleagues are friendly and about the same age as I am. Though, they're mostly Chinese educated but their English is still conversational and understandable when interacting.

And of course the challenge is I'm now touching on really graphic design using my creativity and this is the thing I didn't manage to do when I was back in my old previous job last time. I have to challenge myself get more info, research, be inspired. My creativity must not run out and keep going no matter what.

Workload? It depends. But like I said earlier, I must depend on my creativity now to produce interesting graphic and web design I must challenge myself and not stick with that one particular thing.

That's all it is to it. I'm hoping to do well and strive better in my duties and I'm hoping that this year, things are looking up better and good for me.


They say you should let it go? But should I?

POSTED ON: Wednesday, March 1, 2017 @ 6:52 PM | 0 comments

Right before I left my old job, there was this particular ex-colleague who was a complete pain in my ass. Where should I begin with him? Everything.

I've been warned about him. The person who take things for granted, lazy, the guy who never did his work but surfing on the internet during office hours, never checks on things. Apparently he's been working there for 6 years, obviously older than me by roughly 3-4 years, but shows no improvement.

Then it's no surprise when I found out that he's a college dropout and doesn't hold a diploma. With that attitude like that? Why do I even question it.

At least I worked my ass off and got myself a college diploma. So haha in your face.

The moment I stepped in to work there. He already sets his target on me. At first it was nothing, then it started off by shoving his work load on me. And whenever there's a client coming in, he straight pointed up at me, which I don't understand, why can't he take this client instead? Of course, he just wants to be a lazy ass.

Then he didn't want to help me with somethings when I needed his help, so I referred to my other colleague of mine.

I don't want to elaborate too much because it'll open up old wounds, but during the time he was around I always felt tense and uneasy, funny cause when he left... I felt so much at peace. Though I hated that I have to take over most of his workload and clients now. Fucking hell.

I still kept a grudge towards him I still do. Somehow I wonder I should let it go over the times he's been especially rude and mean to me, but part of me wanted revenge like I wanted to get back at him. I know what some of you guys are thinking reading this post right now, "Why would you even think that way? He's left his job, you left the job. Why kept that grudge?"

That's the thing I don't know why. Maybe that's the thing about me and my attitude, I kept grudges.

Still to this day my plan to get back at him, is at the simplest thing is to hack his email account.

So yeah, I'm still keeping it into myself.

If you're reading this, ex-colleague of mine. I wish you nothing but fuck yourself in the ass. Most certainly I do not wish a good life for you.

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