What does my future lies?
So 1 year from being in this hellhole. I suffered long enough to face this place, and now I can finally use this chance to pursue further. After thinking through the pros and cons working there I can now conclude that working at that hellhole is not the right place for me. Though, the boss is kind and only 1 colleague is tolerable. The others? I don't want to mention those people.
Yes, people told me over and over that office politics happen everywhere and I cannot be quick to judge about that said company when I apply to a new job. Office politics happen everywhere and I shouldn't be quick to judge and be happy about it.
That along with handling clients. Some clients are okay and friendly, some I don't really like to deal with them. If I have to rate the most frustrating list of clients I handled, I can pretty much see it now after working there in 1 year.
Don't get me started with another colleague (now ex-colleague) who decided to drop everything working there for 6 years and throw his jobs and clients at me. Whoopie. He wasn't the nicest person anyways. With his sarcastic talk and actions, worthless.
I mean I did heard that he didn't get a college diploma and was a college dropout. Why am I not surprised?
But truth to be told, when he left I could feel that heavy burden being lifted off my shoulders, though I can't escape with the shitload he dumped on me. Good riddance to him.
But even so, I can't stay in that place forever.
Staying there, a second, a minute longer will trigger my depression and anxiety. All those sleepless nights, that I have endured from working there. Not to mention, suicidal thoughts.
My chance is here and I'm going to take it to plan my escape.
Yes, people told me over and over that office politics happen everywhere and I cannot be quick to judge about that said company when I apply to a new job. Office politics happen everywhere and I shouldn't be quick to judge and be happy about it.
That along with handling clients. Some clients are okay and friendly, some I don't really like to deal with them. If I have to rate the most frustrating list of clients I handled, I can pretty much see it now after working there in 1 year.
Don't get me started with another colleague (now ex-colleague) who decided to drop everything working there for 6 years and throw his jobs and clients at me. Whoopie. He wasn't the nicest person anyways. With his sarcastic talk and actions, worthless.
I mean I did heard that he didn't get a college diploma and was a college dropout. Why am I not surprised?
But truth to be told, when he left I could feel that heavy burden being lifted off my shoulders, though I can't escape with the shitload he dumped on me. Good riddance to him.
But even so, I can't stay in that place forever.
Staying there, a second, a minute longer will trigger my depression and anxiety. All those sleepless nights, that I have endured from working there. Not to mention, suicidal thoughts.
My chance is here and I'm going to take it to plan my escape.
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