Such a depressing life!!

I never knew that college will get to me unlike secondary! I mean this is really too much! The assignments are really starting to stress me out!!! I'm trying my best to take it slow, but not too slow!!!! Sigh.

College is starting to change me completely, I'm starting to forget things and my memory is really really bad nowadays I'm not sure why!!! The lecturers are really pressuring us so it's kinda hard for me so much!!!

Today's class was so bad!!! The whole day was Drawing and based on the subject it's all about doing drawing! =.=''' The lecturer was young and pretty like what Mel said but she is really harsh!! I mean she just graduated and she's starts to act like the teachers in secondary school which they are VERY MUCH OLDER THAN HER!! URGH! I mean, seriously, I thought all the lecturers are very nice and happy-go-lucky people but when she starts to open her mouth... it's like poison you're trying to take in... she seems to be easily annoyed like me, bu at least I'm not like THAT!!!! C'mon! When she's nice, I like her, when she's mean, I don't like her... seriously!! She even freaking said the word 'ASS', I never thought that I would hear the lecturer said that from her mouth!!!

Looks like I have to get used to her then, no choice and no other way out to escape from her grip and clutches. And by the end of the day after all that 'drawing' my hand was so numb and tired! For the time being I wouldn't want to see a pencil in front of me... =.=.

I pray that I would go through this college life, because I know there were more coming right at me...